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  Contents

  The Secret Circle: The Initiation and The Captive Part I

  The Secret Circle: The Captive Part II and The Power

  The Secret Circle: The Divide

  The Secret Circle: The Hunt

  The Secret Circle: The Temptation

  About the Author

  Books by L. J. Smith

  About the Publisher

  L. J. Smith

  The Secret Circle

  The Initiation and The Captive Part I

  Dedication

  For my mother, as patient and loving as Mother Earth

  For my father, the parfit gentil knight

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  The Initiation

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  The Captive Part I

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Copyright

  The Initiation

  Chapter 1

  It wasn’t supposed to be this hot and humid on Cape Cod. Cassie had seen it in the guidebook; everything was supposed to be perfect here, like Camelot.

  Except, the guidebook added absently, for the poison ivy, and ticks, and green flies, and toxic shellfish, and undercurrents in seemingly peaceful water.

  The book had also warned against hiking out on narrow peninsulas because high tide could come along and strand you. But just at this moment Cassie would have given anything to be stranded on some peninsula jutting far out into the Atlantic Ocean—as long as Portia Bainbridge was on the other side.

  Cassie had never been so miserable in her life.

  “. . . and my other brother, the one on the MIT debate team, the one who went to the World Debate Tournament in Scotland two years ago . . .” Portia was saying. Cassie felt her eyes glaze over again and slipped back into her wretched trance. Both of Portia’s brothers went to MIT and were frighteningly accomplished, not only at intellectual pursuits but also at athletics. Portia was frighteningly accomplished herself, even though she was only going to be a junior in high school this year, like Cassie. And since Portia’s favorite subject was Portia, she’d spent most of the last month telling Cassie all about it.

  “. . . and then after I placed fifth in extemporaneous speaking at the National Forensic League Championship last year, my boyfriend said, ‘Well, of course you’ll go All-American . . .’”

  Just one more week, Cassie told herself. Just one more week and I can go home. The very thought filled her with a longing so sharp that tears came to her eyes. Home, where her friends were. Where she didn’t feel like a stranger, and unaccomplished, and boring, and stupid just because she didn’t know what a quahog was. Where she could laugh about all this: her wonderful vacation on the eastern seaboard.

  “. . . so my father said, ‘Why don’t I just buy it for you?’ But I said, ‘No—well, maybe . . .’”

  Cassie stared out at the sea.

  It wasn’t that the Cape wasn’t beautiful. The little cedar-shingled cottages, with white picket fences covered with roses and wicker rocking chairs on the porch and geraniums hanging from the rafters, were pretty as picture postcards. And the village greens and tall-steepled churches and old-fashioned schoolhouses made Cassie feel as if she’d stepped into a different time.

  But every day there was Portia to deal with. And even though every night Cassie thought of some devastatingly witty remark to make to Portia, somehow she never got around to actually making any of them. And far worse than anything Portia could do was the plain raw feeling of not belonging. Of being a stranger here, stranded on the wrong coast, completely out of her own element. The tiny duplex back in California had started to seem like heaven to Cassie.

  One more week, she thought. You’ve just got to stand it for one more week.

  And then there was Mom, so pale lately and so quiet . . . A worried twinge went through Cassie, and she quickly pushed it away. Mom is fine, she told herself fiercely. She’s probably just miserable here, the same way you are, even though this is her native state. She’s probably counting the days until we can go home, just like you are.

  Of course that was it, and that was why her mother looked so unhappy when Cassie talked about being homesick. Her mother felt guilty for bringing Cassie here, for making this place sound like a vacation paradise. Everything would be all right when they got back home, for both of them.

  “Cassie! Are you listening to me? Or are you daydreaming again?”

  “Oh, listening,” Cassie said quickly.

  “What did I just say?”

  Cassie floundered. Boyfriends, she thought desperately, the debate team, college, the National Forensic League . . . People had sometimes called her a dreamer, but never as much as around here.

  “I was saying they shouldn’t let people like that on the beach,” Portia said. “Especially not with dogs. I mean, I know this isn’t Oyster Harbors, but at least it’s clean. And now look.” Cassie looked, following the direction of Portia’s gaze. All she could see was some guy walking down the beach. She looked back at Portia uncertainly.

  “He works on a fishing boat,” Portia said, her nostrils flared as if she smelled something bad. “I saw him this morning on the fish pier, unloading. I don’t think he’s even changed his clothes. How unutterably scuzzy and vomitous.”

  He didn’t look all that scuzzy to Cassie. He had dark red hair, and he was tall, and even at this distance she could see that he was smiling. There was a dog at his heels.

  “We never talk to guys from the fishing boats. We don’t even look at them,” Portia said. And Cassie could see it was true. There were maybe a dozen other girls on the beach, in groups of two or three, a few with guys, most not. As the tall boy passed, the girls would look away, turning their heads to stare in the opposite direction. It wasn’t a flirtatious sort of looking-away-and-then-back-and-giggling. It was disdainful rejection. As the guy got closer to her, Cassie could see that his smile was turning grim.

  The two girls closest to Cassie and Portia were looking away now, almost sniffing. Cassie saw the boy shrug slightly, as if it were no more than he expected. She still didn’t see anything so disgusting about him. He was wearing ragged cutoff shorts and a T-shirt that had seen better days, but lots of guys looked like that. And his dog trotted right behind him, tail waving, friendly and alert. It wasn’t bothering anybody. Cassie glanced up at the boy’s face, curious to see his eyes.

  “Look down,” Portia whispered. The guy was passing right in front of them. Cassie hastily looked down, obeying automatically, although she felt a surge of rebellion in her heart. It seemed cheap and nasty and unnecessary and cruel. She was ashamed to be a part of it, but she couldn’t help doing what Portia said.

  She stared at her fingers trailing into the sand. She could see every granule in the bright sunlight. From far away the sand looked white, but up close it was shimmering with colors: specks of black-and-green mica, pastel shell fragments, chips of red quartz like tiny garnets. Unfair, she thought to the boy, who of course couldn’t hear her. I’m sorry; this just isn’t fair. I wish I could do something, but I can’t.
/>   A wet nose thrust under her hand.

  The suddenness of it made her gasp, and a giggle caught in her throat. The dog pushed at her hand again, not asking; demanding. Cassie petted it, scratching at the short, silky-bristly hairs on its nose. It was a German shepherd, or mostly, a big, handsome dog with liquid, intelligent brown eyes and a laughing mouth. Cassie felt the stiff, embarrassed mask she’d been wearing break, and she laughed back at it.

  Then she glanced up at the dog’s owner, quickly, unable to help herself. She met his eyes directly.

  Later, Cassie would think of that moment, the moment when she looked up at him and he looked down at her. His eyes were blue-gray, like the sea at its most mysterious. His face was odd; not conventionally handsome, but arresting and intriguing, with high cheekbones and a determined mouth. Proud and independent and humorous and sensitive all at once. As he looked down at her his grim smile lightened and something sparkled in those blue-gray eyes, like sun glinting off the waves.

  Normally Cassie was shy around guys, especially guys she didn’t know, but this was only some poor worker from the fishing boats, and she felt sorry for him, and she wanted to be nice, and besides she couldn’t help it. And so when she felt herself start to sparkle back at him, her laughter bubbling up in response to his smile, she let it happen. In that instant it was as if they were sharing a secret, something nobody else on the beach could understand. The dog wiggled ecstatically, as if he were in on it too.

  “Cassie,” came Portia’s fuming hiss.

  Cassie felt herself turn red, and she tore her eyes away from the guy’s face. Portia was looking apoplectic.

  “Raj!” the boy said, not laughing anymore. “Heel!”

  With apparent reluctance, the dog backed away from Cassie, tail still wagging. Then, in a spray of sand, he bounded toward his master. It isn’t fair, Cassie thought again. The boy’s voice startled her.

  “Life isn’t fair,” he said.

  Shocked, her eyes flew up to his face.

  His own eyes were as dark as the sea in a storm. She saw that clearly, and for a moment she was almost frightened, as if she had glimpsed something forbidden, something beyond her comprehension. But powerful. Something powerful and strange.

  And then he was walking away, the dog frisking behind him. He didn’t look back.

  Cassie stared after him, astounded. She hadn’t spoken aloud; she was sure she hadn’t spoken aloud. But then how could he have heard her?

  Her thoughts were shattered by a hiss at her side. Cassie cringed, knowing exactly what Portia was going to say. That dog probably had mange and fleas and worms and scrofula. Cassie’s towel was probably crawling with parasites right this minute.

  But Portia didn’t say it. She too was staring after the retreating figures of the boy and dog as they went up a dune, then turned along a little path in the beach grass. And although she was clearly disgusted, there was something in her face—a sort of dark speculation and suspicion that Cassie had never seen before.

  “What’s the matter, Portia?”

  Portia’s eyes had narrowed. “I think,” she said slowly, through tight lips, “that I’ve seen him before.”

  “You already said so. You saw him on the fish pier.”

  Portia shook her head impatiently. “Not that. Shut up and let me think.”

  Stunned, Cassie shut up.

  Portia continued to stare, and after a few moments she began nodding, little nods to confirm something to herself. Her face was flushed blotchily, and not with sunburn.

  Abruptly, still nodding, she muttered something and stood up. She was breathing quickly now.

  “Portia?”

  “I’ve got to do something,” Portia said, waving a hand at Cassie without looking at her. “You stay here.”

  “What’s going on?”

  “Nothing!” Portia glanced at her sharply. “Nothing’s going on. Just forget all about it. I’ll see you later.” She walked off, moving quickly, heading up the dunes toward the cottage her family owned.

  Ten minutes ago, Cassie would have said she’d be deliriously happy just to have Portia leave her alone, for any reason. But now she found she couldn’t enjoy it. Her mind was all churned up, like the choppy blue-gray water before a gale. She felt agitated and distressed and almost frightened.

  The strangest thing was what Portia had muttered before getting up. It had been under her breath, and Cassie didn’t think she could have heard it right. It must have been something else, like “snitch,” or “bitch,” or “rich.”

  She must have heard it wrong. You couldn’t call a guy a witch, for God’s sake.

  Calm down, she told herself. Don’t worry, be happy. You’re alone at last.

  But for some reason she couldn’t relax. She stood and picked up her towel. Then, wrapping it around her, she started down the beach the way the guy had gone.

  Chapter 2

  When Cassie got to the place where the boy had turned, she walked up the dunes between the pitiful little clumps of scraggly beach grass. At the top she looked around, but there was nothing to be seen but pitch pines and scrub oak trees. No boy. No dog. Silence.

  She was hot.

  All right; fine. She turned back toward the sea, ignoring the twinge of disappointment, the strange emptiness she felt suddenly. She’d go get wet and cool off. Portia’s problem was Portia’s business. As for the red-haired guy—well, she’d probably never see him again, and he wasn’t her business either.

  A little inside shiver went through her; not the kind that shows, but the kind that makes you wonder if you’re sick. I must be too hot, she decided; hot enough that it starts to feel cold. I need a dip in the water.

  The water was cool, because this was the open Atlantic side of the Cape. She waded in up to her knees and then continued walking down the beach.

  When she reached a dock, she splashed out of the water and climbed up onto it. Only three boats were tied there: two rowboats and a powerboat. It was deserted.

  It was just what Cassie needed.

  She unhooked the thick, frayed rope meant to keep people like her off the dock and walked onto it. She walked far out, the weather-beaten wood creaking beneath her feet, the water stretching out on either side of her. When she looked back at the beach, she saw she’d left the other sunbathers far behind. A little breeze blew in her face, stirring her hair and making her wet legs tingle. Suddenly she felt—she couldn’t explain it. Like a balloon being caught by the wind and lifted. She felt light, she felt expanded. She felt free.

  She wanted to hold her arms out to the breeze and the ocean, but she didn’t quite dare. She wasn’t as free as all that. But she smiled as she got to the end of the dock.

  The sky and the ocean were exactly the same deep jewel-blue, except that the sky lightened down at the horizon where they met. Cassie thought that she could see the curve of the earth, but it might have been her imagination. Terns and herring gulls wheeled above.

  I should write a poem, she thought. She had a notebook full of scribbled poems at home under her bed. She hardly ever showed them to anyone, but she looked at them at night. Right now, though, she couldn’t think of any words.

  Still, it was lovely just to be here, smelling the salt sea-smell and feeling the warm planks beneath her and hearing the soft plashing of the water against the wooden piers.

  It was a hypnotic sound, rhythmic as a giant heartbeat or the breathing of the planet, and strangely familiar. She sat and gazed and listened, and as she did she felt her own breathing slow. For the first time since she’d come to New England, she felt she belonged. She was a part of the vastness of sky and earth and sea; a tiny part in all the immensity, but a part just the same.

  And slowly it came to her that her part might not be so small. She had been immersed in the rhythm of the earth, but now it seemed to her almost as if she controlled that rhythm. As if the elements were one with her, and under her command. She could feel the pulse of life in the planet, in herself, strong and deep a
nd vibrant. The beat slowly rising in tension and expectancy, as if waiting for . . . something.

  For what?

  Staring out to sea, she felt words come to her. Just a little jingle, like something you’d teach a child, but a poem nonetheless.

  Sky and sea, keep harm from me.

  The strange thing was that it didn’t feel like something she’d made up. It felt more like something she’d read—or heard—a long time ago. She had a brief flash of an image: being held in someone’s arms, and looking at the ocean. Being held up high and hearing words.

  Sky and sea, keep harm from me. Earth and fire, bring . . .

  No.

  Cassie’s entire skin was tingling. She could sense, in a way she never had before, the arch of the sky and the granite solidity of the earth and the immeasurable span of the ocean, wave after wave after wave, to the horizon and beyond. And it was as if they were all waiting, watching, listening to her.

  Don’t finish it, she thought. Don’t say any more. A sudden irrational conviction had taken hold of her. As long as she didn’t find the last words of the poem, she was safe. Everything would be as it always had been; she would go home and live out her quiet, ordinary life in peace. As long as she could keep from saying the words, she’d be all right.

  But the poem was running through her mind, like the tinkling of icy music far away, and the last words fell into place. She couldn’t stop them.

  Sky and sea, keep harm from me. Earth and fire, bring . . . my desire.

  Yes.

  Oh, what have I done?

  It was like a string snapping. Cassie found herself on her feet, staring wildly out at the ocean. Something had happened; she had felt it, and now she could feel the elements receding from her, their connection broken.

  She no longer felt light and free, but jangled and out of tune and full of static electricity. Suddenly the ocean looked more vast than ever and not necessarily friendly. Turning sharply, she headed back toward the shore.